"She never dreamed of a prince,

She wanted a beast instead"

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Typing my heart out...❤❤❤

Haunting memories!

I Miss You Dad...❤❤❤ u were da Eva best!

"I know it. I know I shall make beastly mistakes, Father-"
"The world does not forgive mistakes so quickly, my girl." He sounds bitter and sad.
"If the world will not forgive me," I say softly, "I shall have to learn to forgive myself."
He nods in understanding.
"And how will you marry? Or do you intend to marry?"
I think of it, and tears threaten. 
"I shall meet someone one day, as Mother found you.

lost...

oh yes! i am burning every minute every second...

                     though! nothing can bring back the memories 

                                  i cherished with YOU...

now! i can't feel the air around me
     because i stopped breathing...
I don't find the rainbows attractive
     because i stopped looking at them...
I don't find the rain being serene
     because i stopped feeling it...
I don't find happiness in my smile or
   
     the peace in my heart or
     the love in my words or
     the care in my touch...
All is lost... Yes all is lost!!!

Now I find...
    death peace giving
    death beautiful
    death bringing us together  again in HEAVENS...

alone..:) ANESTHETICS...

then, she began to breathe, and live, and every moment took her to a place where goodbyes were hard to come by. She was in love, but not in love with someone or something, she was in love with her life, and for the first time, in a long time, everything was inspiring....

Being alone is the best part because no one can hurt you but only yourself which is though justified. Loneliness is far more better then the fake relationships around you who pretend to be your care takers. It is the best anesthesia from all the worst parts in your life. Standing alone doesn't mean that you are weak or you have an isolated kind of personality but it means you are strong enough to handle everything by yourself rather then depending on the people who are masked. 

When we became habitual for being alone, we can be with others without using them as a mean of escape. its your road you have to walk alone in any way, others may walk it with you but no one can walk it for you.

The capacity to be alone, Is the capacity to love!!!
It may look paradoxical to you, but its not. It is an existential truth; only those people who are capable of being alone, are capable of love of sharing, of going in the deepest core of another person; without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on other, without reducing the other to a thing and more over without becoming addicted to the other.

postulate...

English Translation..

“O Son of Adam!

I desire something
and you desire something
but only what I desire occurs.

If you submit yourself to my desire i.e. obey Him,
I will be sufficient for you in your desire.

If you do not submit yourself to me (by disobeying Him),
I will tire you in
what you desire
and (at the end of the day) only what I wish happens and occurs.”