lost...

oh yes! i am burning every minute every second...

                     though! nothing can bring back the memories 

                                  i cherished with YOU...

now! i can't feel the air around me
     because i stopped breathing...
I don't find the rainbows attractive
     because i stopped looking at them...
I don't find the rain being serene
     because i stopped feeling it...
I don't find happiness in my smile or
   
     the peace in my heart or
     the love in my words or
     the care in my touch...
All is lost... Yes all is lost!!!

Now I find...
    death peace giving
    death beautiful
    death bringing us together  again in HEAVENS...