lost...

oh yes! i am burning every minute every second...

                     though! nothing can bring back the memories 

                                  i cherished with YOU...

now! i can't feel the air around me
     because i stopped breathing...
I don't find the rainbows attractive
     because i stopped looking at them...
I don't find the rain being serene
     because i stopped feeling it...
I don't find happiness in my smile or
   
     the peace in my heart or
     the love in my words or
     the care in my touch...
All is lost... Yes all is lost!!!

Now I find...
    death peace giving
    death beautiful
    death bringing us together  again in HEAVENS...

alone..:) ANESTHETICS...

then, she began to breathe, and live, and every moment took her to a place where goodbyes were hard to come by. She was in love, but not in love with someone or something, she was in love with her life, and for the first time, in a long time, everything was inspiring....

Being alone is the best part because no one can hurt you but only yourself which is though justified. Loneliness is far more better then the fake relationships around you who pretend to be your care takers. It is the best anesthesia from all the worst parts in your life. Standing alone doesn't mean that you are weak or you have an isolated kind of personality but it means you are strong enough to handle everything by yourself rather then depending on the people who are masked. 

When we became habitual for being alone, we can be with others without using them as a mean of escape. its your road you have to walk alone in any way, others may walk it with you but no one can walk it for you.

The capacity to be alone, Is the capacity to love!!!
It may look paradoxical to you, but its not. It is an existential truth; only those people who are capable of being alone, are capable of love of sharing, of going in the deepest core of another person; without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on other, without reducing the other to a thing and more over without becoming addicted to the other.

postulate...

English Translation..

“O Son of Adam!

I desire something
and you desire something
but only what I desire occurs.

If you submit yourself to my desire i.e. obey Him,
I will be sufficient for you in your desire.

If you do not submit yourself to me (by disobeying Him),
I will tire you in
what you desire
and (at the end of the day) only what I wish happens and occurs.”

NO SECOND CHANCES...!!!

"The more chances you give someone the less respect they will start to have for you. They will begin to ignore the standards that you have set because they will know another chance will always be given. They are not afraid to lose you because they know no matter what you won't walk away. They get comfortable with depending on your forgiveness. Never let a person get comfortable disrespecting you"

The old adage is, “Forgive and forget.”

 I always take forget in the sense of forgetting those people who used to hurt or betrays without thinking of giving them any other chances.

There are venomous people on this earth. Most people are out for themselves, they play to their own agenda. Having these people in your life will only be detrimental to you.

It’s like Hillary Clinton said, “You can’t keep snakes in your backyard and expect them to only bite your neighbours.” Eventually, those snakes are going to bite you, poison you and destroy you.

If you betray me, we are done.

Nothing dramatic, no epic fight, no screaming, no crying. You’re just not going to be in my life anymore and that’s the end of it. Plain and simple. 

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice? Shame on me. The first time a person stabs you in the back, you couldn’t have seen it coming,the second time leaves you no excuse. If you forgive someone for a harsh deception, you’re only inviting that person to do it again.

It is said that only 10% is the actual pain, rest 90% is self-induced!!! 

Just by forgoing a person's mistake and accepting them back is your stupidity and definitely their gain.

You are here to take care of your life and not be a reformer, unless you have taken oath that way!! beyond certain point, you should let go of those person from your mind. You need to accept whatever has happened with you and move ahead with better hopes. Nobody is strong by birth, its the circumstances which hone your emotion handling skills. 

Please do stay away from that so called "loved ones" so that you don't have to keep a tab on their daily routine or happenings of their daily life. Then slowly start ignoring them or meeting them less and gradually cut off from their contact. Train your mind that not knowing or knowing about those is not going to make you any good. Be INTACT!!!

to restore all the broken one's out there!!!

I like broken people, those one who are still some how managing to stand up on their feet.

Struggling against the past, 

Dreaming about the future, 

They keep looking for the lost pieces of themselves in every soul they meet, and its truly beautiful when you realize...

A piece of you which you thought had become useless, fits perfectly in them!!!

I know that they are not bitter, they are sad though but it is a hopeful kind of sad, the kind of sad that just takes the time. I think these kind of people are rare to find may be they are the saddest but they always try hardest to make other people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they do not want anybody to feel like that.

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE WE HAVE KNOWN ARE THOSE WHO HAVE KNOWN DEFEAT, KNOWN SUFFERING, KNOWN STRUGGLE, KNOWN LOSS, AND HAVE FOUND THEIR WAY OUT OF THE DEPTHS. THESE PEOPLE HAVE AN APPRECIATION, A SENSITIVITY, AN UNDERSTANDING OF LIFE THAT FILLS THEM WITH COMPASSION, GENTLENESS, AND A DEEP LOVING CONCERN. BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE DO NOT JUST HAPPEN!!!

Time indeed is the best cure in itself it can eventually heal everything broken. According to me 

"We love in mysterious ways, It is both beautiful and monstrous".

 Depends which you choose after being broken. Keep telling yourself that the monstrous part is never going to take away the beautiful one because that will depict your upcoming life whether its going to be pure or sinful. Keep reminding yourself that their is no use in hopeless pleas of trying to make someone stay. 
My friend said to me that: The one's who broke your heart are the only one's who can fix it!!! Accepted because for that certain moment you were feeling devastated. But the fact is God is there, He is the best healer. Don't you know that God cares about every single part of your life. He knows what is more better for you. My recommendation is never ever try to swim in the ashes of the bridges you have burned, let it go, never keep holding on to something which hurts and keep you broken.

"You are too young to be that much sad" :)

Perhaps

No one is broken beyond repairs, May be the scars are big and the pain is visible, but then THE SUN SHINES.. AND HAPPINESS RAINS.. All you have to do is RE-PAINT yourself!!!

He wants to bring healing to your mind; He wants to help you overcome emotional pain; He wants you to feel good physically and have plenty of energy...not be worn-out from sickness.

Read more at http://www.christianpost.com/news/the-lord-is-your-healer-130001/#S21zkPVYyMc24DEH.99

So many assume...so little know..!!!

"Always be careful of what you hear about a women, Rumors either comes from a man that can't have her or a women who can't compete with her"

It’s been said, “knowledge is power.” Unfortunately, many people like to spread damaging information or intimate details about others, whether true or not. This is what is called rumor. It used to be that people called rumor, “dishing the dirt.” Whatever it’s called, people use rumor to hurt people, in order to feel good about themselves, and to feel like they have power over others.

The most dangerous part about rumor is that  it  steals another person’s reputation.

The most dangerous part about rumor is that it steals another person’s reputation. A reputation is very fragile. When you gossip, you are helping to destroy something extremely valuable. 

We don't have to be good friends with everyone — or even like everyone. But not liking another person doesn't give someone the right to spread rumors, gossip, or put downs. Acting like this shows a lack of courage. It's a false way to gain popularity or status in the group. 
Rumors can make people upset, angry, or even depressed. No matter what people are saying about you, keep your head high and remember who you are. Don't let other people determine your value in this life and stay strong, no matter what people are saying about you. Make sure to spend time with good friends, get enough sleep, and to maintain your self-esteem in spite of what people are saying about you.Real popularity comes from feeling comfortable with ourselves. People who are truly well liked treat everyone with respect and fairness. They don't put other people down or try to gain power by having "followers." They're confident and sure of themselves, so they don't have to resort to this kind of behavior.
You may be so busy worrying about how to convince people the rumors aren't true that you haven't spent time taking care of yourself. Well, you've got to focus on yourself -- instead of the meaningless hurt caused by others -- if you want to go back to having a happy, healthy life.

epic !!!

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